I cannot wait!!!
/ love this movie. #thegreatgasby
I can’t write out all the pain i am feeling now on twitter anymore because many of my friends are there and i don’t want them to worry. So here i am, sharing what i am going through. I am really tired recently and there are these emotional outbursts which i always control. Im just adding pain to myself, adding and adding and hoping that my body can still hold all this weight. If anyone ever asks me what im so upset about, i wouldn’t be able to answer. It’s a whole lot of reasons added together. Like the constant feeling of insecurity because it feels like i got the same amount of attention or even less with another of his female friend when he claims they are just friends. I have been trying so hard to be needed but i guess its wrong. I shld be wanted, not needed. I shld be loved not remembered only when people need something from me. And i hate myself for constantly feeling inferior and bitter in cca. Nobody will ever understand how it feels to have someone who didnt put in as much effort as you to easily get what you have so painstakingly worked for. There are a whole load of other happenings and i cant tell anyone everything im feeling now cuz i shall just let all the sorrow and pain end with me. I will keep it all within, though it will be tough i will try my best to stay strong. I can do it, i must do it.
I’m not surprised if someone who used to be my good friend walked out of my life because she/he is not the first person to do so, neither will she/he be the last.
What puzzles me is that this particular person chose to give up not only on the friendship between me and herself, but she chose to…